It's not often I put my emotions out there for the whole world to read . . . . .but today I can't help it.
Yesterday my very multi- talented and strong-willed son got on a plane for Oklahoma City.
What am I feeling? . . . .
Relief- it's finally here- he/we have been anticipating this for a long time and we're glad it's finally happening.
Apprehension- how will it go? I haven't been too successful taming that strong will, can a drill seargent? The DHS would probably have taken him away if I would have put him through what he will experience in basic training the next 10 weeks :)
Scared- my little northwest Iowa boy hasn't been exposed so much to the big bad world out there. Will he remember his upbring?
Proud- He's dreamed of military service for many years. He's looked up to his brother/brothers-in-law and their military service and wanted to follow in their steps. While no mother wants to see her son in danger, I am proud of Ty and each of my son/sons-in law in their desire to serve their country.
I wonder what he will be like when we meet him in 10 weeks?? I am very sure the change will be remarkable- will he have more self discipline, self confidence, independence . . . . ?
will he still be "Tyler"?
will he keep his room clean?
will he manage his time more wisely?
will he be skin and bones with a lot of muscle? he's already thin, what will military food do to him?
Oh the thoughts in this mama's head today . . . . .
And I'm sure Chantel is feeling her own share of emotions today.
(It took a lot of courage to put this picture on here. I think I'll use it for my "before" weight loss picture- hee hee. Seriously- looks like I need to lose about 80 lbs! )
As much as Tyler harasses Trevor, I'm sure Trevor will still miss him. It's hard to be youngest and be with the old foggies all the time. We get rather boring sometimes :)
See you later Ty . . . . we pray for your safety and hope to see you in 10 weeks.
Mom Hoog
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